This Thing
This Thing
He just sit in the corner of the class, in silence. He keep silent. Not waste his time to look over this empty room. Stay still. The tears start falling without he noticed. He don’t know anything. Why. How. Where. What. Which one. When.
But suddenly something pooped up with a gentle voice. Something shining and it’s looks like flying over him. Something who is look like a human after its form finally complete. Which is a girl. Lean on his shoulder and start sighing harshly.
He doesn’t care, though. Still tearing. The girl stay leaning. They are both tearing now. No one talking, but their hands stick out together in sudden. “you’re my human.” She said. His eyes open and getting bigger. Shocked but didn’t move at all. “you are the one whom I must take care of.” She continued. Then leaving
Taemin just stand up for a second. Wipe his tears and take his bag. Go home. Nothing else come in his mind. He feels the girl pulled him to go home. Rain pouring hard when he’s out. Wind changes into storm. But Taemin still walks in his way to home like this time is sunny day.
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“what’s guardian? I don’t need any of.” He said confidently on his bed. His eyes closed thightly. “I’m not live, already.” “that’s why I said I’m your guardian.” The girl start shouting and her aura goes darker.
“what’s your purpose?” ask Taemin careless. “your hyung order me to. He’s no longer my human.” She explain it in a simple way. “you’re hyungs? And he give you to me now? He dumped you.” Say Taemin mocking her.
“It’s good. I didn’t fit in him, anyway. But I can feel what did you felt.” The girl just answer it easily. “what did hyung do to dumped you?” Taemin shows his dissapointment clearly. She just sighing slightly and answer, “ask him personally.” Before Taemin opens his eyes, she disappear. Taemin just smiling plain.
Taemin wants to sleep more. Sleep like dead. But he can’t. his eyes already open widely. He never thought he still crying like 2 years ago, but the hurt didn’t up again. “I still alive. But I also have no heart. I’m turning into something like a robot or maybe a zombie. And who’s that girl anyway? She’s irritating.” He whispered softly. Clueless. She still in Taemin’s room. Watch every movements he did. Hears every single words he spoke. But just smiling and then going back to her own hometown.
The boy starts crying. He can’t stop his tears. It’s getting hard for him to breath. He just realize that it didn’t hurt anymore. He just want to. But has no feeling about what has happening right now. He wipe its and rub his eyes. But how much he wiped it, still same.
The poop sound comes again. She comes but just stand away like before. Not disturbing. She knews all about him, always looking at what he had done. But, she just doesn’t want to appear in front of her human.
to be continued . . .
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